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i've always been an avid reader, and for the past few years one of my greatest passions has been learning history (hello, double-major english & history BA). this is my little space to share what i'm reading right now and what i've read in the past that has shaped how i view the world.
currently perusing
Villette, Charlotte Brontë
I started this one once before but didn't get very far in, so let's try again
No Blood in the Water: The Legal and Gender Conspiracies Against Countess Elizabeth Bathory in Historical Context, Rachel L. Bledsaw (Thesis, 2014)
I mentioned this one in a diary entry about my fascination with Elizabeth Bathory
recent reads
Orlando, Virginia Woolf
For some reason I thought this book was older than it is. The prose is very nice, and the gender politics are perfectly cogent, which just makes the blatant racism all the more jarring and unfortunate.

Faggotization and The Extant Gender Ternary, The Sizhen System
really fascinating new analysis of gender as a system from a materialist lens

The Interesting Narrative of the Life of Olaudah Equiano, or Gustavus Vassa, The African, Written by Himself, Olaudah Equiano
I saw this on a display table outside of used bookstore in Hamilton and picked it up immediately. I've read a lot of stuff from the 19th century, which is unfortunately but unsurprisingly almost always from the white colonial viewpoint. So when I saw an autobiography from 1789 written by an African man who survived enslavement and went on to travel the world and become a successful writer in the abolitionist movement, I knew I needed it. My copy is the Norton Critical Edition, which includes a detailed introduction and supporting documents and essays. I'm not very far into it yet, but this book is worth it for the introduction alone, which illuminates the abolitionist literary tradition that is most often ignored nowadays in favour of the "no one at the time knew better" excuse. Equiano is also just a good writer.

to-read list
The House of Government, Yuri Slezkine
Homosexual Desire in Revolutionary Russia, Dan Healey
The Problem of Dostoevsky's Poetics, Mihkail Bakhtin
Eugene Onegin, Alexander Pushkin
The Aeneid, Virgil
pivotal books in my history
compiling...
the Dostoevsky corner
I'm a really big fan of Dostoevsky. I first read The Idiot in the summer of 2021 and then I was hooked. So far my Dostoevsky collection includes: The Idiot, Crime and Punishment, The Gambler, The Brothers Karamazov, Notes from Underground and The Double.

currently reading: The Devils/The Possessed
Very glad I got to this one after taking a class on imperial Russia, learning about the Westerner/Slavophile debate, Bakunin and Nechayev, and reading Turgenev, because that context makes Dostoevsky's most reactionary Slavophile novel much more interesting.

last book: Memoirs from the House of the Dead
Memoirs, the loosely fictionalized account of the author's time in prison in Siberia, is very different from his novels and yet very much the same. focuses much more on the existential, psychological effects of being made A Prisoner than on the more obvious injustices of incarceration.

online magazines, etc
articles
Everyone Is Beautiful And No One Is Horny
THE piece on body dysmorphia in media
When Idiot Savants Do Climate Economics
so comically depressing its funny overview of how woefully dumb the accepted model of climate economics is, explained very accessibly

publications
Blood Knife - sci-fi & horror analysis
Anime Feminist - reviews, commentary, and interviews